Sunday, December 6, 2009

Now I will play with internet things


Matt celebrating a safe drive home. It really started snowing the minute we hit the city of Flagstaff limits. I think both of us were glad it waited. I hate driving in snow, oh what's that? We're expecting maybe a foot this week? DAMN
My little miss Tabitha the day after we picked her up. She spent the whole night sleeping on Matt's shoulder because apparently I still grind my teeth at night. I say it's because I was having crazy arm pain all night long like I'd hit my funny bone. My body is starting to fall apart which doesn't look good for the future. I already have knees that get painful and fingers that hurt in extreme cold.
And little miss ten minutes ago. The rare time she doesn't have to be next to me. She won't leave my room unless I'm out the door first, she follows me into the bathroom, today in the bath she was even thinking about getting in until she realized it was water! And if I leave her alone in the living room for a minute, heaven forbid you'd think it was the end of the world.

Not pictured due to dead camera batteries: the delicious fudge and cinnamon rolls on my counter top.

Title? Oh yes...

Over Thanksgiving, Matt and I took the opportunity to visit Colorado. I love it there, I just feel home. But I didn't take any of my medication. As the days went on I started getting more and more irrational. I was getting angry at Matt for no reason, and the worst part to me was this constant dizzy feeling. But I was okay enough to be able to pull myself together.

I do too many things spur of the moment. And I do have crazy irrational thoughts. Mostly like starting a fight or whatever. Weird I know.